Miss you love (Meridian)
I feel in my heart you did not win the battle with cancer as I have not heard from you. My heart is empty and my soul mourns you. I am mad at god for taking you from me, we both have waited a life time to meet and now you are gone. I awaited the days I would come home see your smile and you opening your arms showering me with kisses as I wrapped my arms around you. I would imagine what we would feel like in each others arms, what it would have been like to lie next to you as you pulled my body to yours. The soft whispers we would have exchanged while we made love and the softness our lips while they caressed each other as my hair surrounded your face as our eyes became lost in each others souls. Imagining as we fell asleep sweaty to our hearts beating with content . Waking up the next day ready for adventure and the explosion in your eyes as you say "good morning love" in your heavy English accent that I love.
No my love, We will not make a chocolate torte and offer it to the fairies so we may lie together in your favorite bluebell fairy circle as you tell me geeky history tales and giggle ourselves silly. We shall not swim with the dolphins in your place of childhood dreams. I will not get to teach you to ride the beautiful horse I have picked out for us. We shall not walk the moors together nor see the things in my world I want to share with you or travel on a gypsy wagon dressed in gypsy garb. I will never walk through your home and see your books and beautiful garden. Nor will I get to kiss the back of your neck as you write. It will be so long and lonely before we meet again on a different plane.
I so miss you and your gallant nature. Your bravery in the face of cancer. You always made me laugh, softened my jaded heart and made me believe in love again.
I love you Steve . . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . ..
Forever your love
Dawn. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .
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Posted:
Feb 2nd, 2012
I have curves (suckuk.com/Skye) 28yr
I have a curvy figure and know I need to lose some weight but along with that comes a fun loving personality.
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Posted:
Jan 23rd, 2012